okay yes i said it
today we had an awesome study with my class, the ninth grade, and it was so totally awesome!
we had some fun taking some pictures of some people
it was some fun
so here is some evidence
In my mind I know how to sing this.But I need your light, God there's no other way.He says I try, the words all come jumbling out.As I rest in your light, I hear your spirit say, you say come.I don't know why it was that I hated you so.It was before I really knew you.Before I've stayed at your side, I've seen the things that you do.I'm blessed, I'm broken, I'm honored inside to be called your wife
The empty wall stares back @ my vacant eyes
A bible by my side I sit and write
My back to the vacant wall
When will I finally understand?
When will my heart fully know?
Never I think, I wish, I condescend
The words jump from my hand as I remember
Good times, bad times
My life flashes in front on the empty wall
I see a baby carefree
A teenager who is unsure of her life
Whose heart has broken so much
Something this broken is hard to fix
I'm suddenly lost tin another word
God, help me, free me, from my past
I see myself staring back as I fix my gaze ahead
Closing my eyes i say a prayer
Keep me near the cross, please, I need you
My God, my love, my life
Emotions pour form my heart
As the rain begins to fall
I hear his voice as I sit and stare at an empty wall
My hair strewn about my pale face
The lining of my heart unfolds
As I continue to write my life
I guess I will never understand
Never know why, never fully see
One tear falls from vacant and empty eyes as I feel his strong arms
Enfold my weak and wilted body
I dare not move for his embrace soothes
Fill a hundred mirrors w/ this image
This image of fake beauty
This image of a dying heart
This image of a girl saved from wrath
The wall appears vivid as my image fades
Tears fall striking this blank page
It’s so hard to read when my letters are empty
Words are scarcely heard above the sound of quiet
An everlasting stack my tears have become as they stain this blank page
If only I could tell you how much I love you then maybe I could fill………..
One more empty letter arrives
You read unseen words as I sit and watch my savior’s concealed eyes
When will I know? How will I feel?
Words become rhythm as I sit and chant
The empty wall stairs back at my vacant eyes
Words seem lost as my soul lingers
How will my savior take me home w/ my uncleanliness and unworthiness; a cloud above my head
My heart is tied back together as I sit
And write on this tear stricken paper
Times up…….have to go now……..
It was I that shed the sacred blood
I nailed him to the tree I crucified the Christ of God
I joined the mockery
Of all that shouting multitude I feel that I am oneAnd in that din of voices rude I recognize my own
Around the cross the throng I see mocking the sufferer’s groan
Yet still my voice seems to be as if it were alone
~ Horatio Boner
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4 comments:
ahhhhhhhhhh.
theres me !
i must admit, i was in a CARAZYYY mood that day..
hence the reason why everyone went to a different table when i would come around;]
ha ha ha
you weren't that crazy
they were all "trying to work"
but it was fun anyway
i beg to differ :X
yeah
i bet u would:)
it was fun annoying them anyway
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